Talk to my friend... Sincerity

"Each time you’re around, my whole world turns upside down, and I’m extremely worried about you.
Now don’t you worry now, I’m just trying to act like a friend.
I want to share with you this feeling that I have: I’m sad.

I’m sad because there’re so much unsaid.
I think we’ve lost what used to be a really great friendship.
I feel like we are not being true to each other, even if I appreciate the fact that we have no disputes and everything seems to go smoothly and softly between us.
But to me, it has a price.
Personally, I am not being true to you, because I think we have that unsaid consensus, that if I start talking about my feelings, things wouldn’t go for the best, and you would want us to agree that it has no big importance.
But I cannot ignore myself, and even if you wouldn’t listen, I still have to try and be understood. Now I apologize if you feel like you’ve been trapped tonight.

It seems you’ve forgotten how much I know you. If you’re not conscious of it, I’ll tell you: you’re not being true to me.

I love you because I know your virtues and your failings. I am sad because you try to fool me. And I cannot stand it."